http://notmyhome.blogsome.com ...a diary filled with realizations and contradictions Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:34:17 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Life is treating me very well. I love the house, area and I enjoy peace. All thanks to God. http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/09/15/15/ God is great. I have moved to my new house.. infact I should say mend my family, and we have by graqce of God started liking it too. I hope that we will have a nice and happy stay here and soon we weill buy our own house. May God ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/08/22/wish-me-luck-thanks-god/ God is showing us path and in between he changes our route just to delay.. delay so we get better opportunities, so we can have things which are better for us in long run, so we can’t regret. Regretting is never an option, if it is then it should always ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/07/13/rays-of-light-shine-on-surface-and-beneath/ Last was kinda hard and I was more harsh as compared to the circumstances. No flats are available in the appartments where I wanted to shift. My parents want to rent a house because they aren’t used to living in small spaces but then it will make our monthly budgets higher about which I ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/07/02/god-will-help-trust-is-thick/ .Have your ever seen a full stop before a sentence? My life had seen one. It seems that my life has ceased in one moment in past days. I mean we are living in the same house which is not ours anymore. We haven’t find the next house because we ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/05/28/still-hopeful-after-the-full-stop-period/ Last week was very low say rock bottom and same was I. The whole house finding problems, the comfort zone problems, health problems and many more genres of problems. Today was a great day. Thanks to God. He has shown me great path and alternatives. HE is great. I know HE is always there ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/05/14/ray-of-hope/ I can’t bear all this anymore. I can’t see my parent’s sad eyes and expressions of helplessness. I just don’t want to leave this house… uff!! I slept and secretly cried the whole day, my dad was by my side, resting his hands on my back to make realize that everything is ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/05/04/good-and-bad/ Money will give me a flat and some more money which can I save for future. But is this good enough in a substitute of a house and the memories? Will it bring some more respect? Whateva it is I am really thankful. I guess there is no solution to one ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/05/03/god-i-need-you/ Ahh!! Finally the problem is over. Is it.. new problem have now occupied my sanity. What to do with the cash inflows? Where to outflow, where to invest? I don’t want to leave my neighboorhood rather locality. WIll I get a decent house on rent? Will my conditions improve? Ohh ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/05/01/one-after-another/ Really tensed? Couldn’t sleep? Couldn’t eat? Couldn’t even think? A major problem has arrived about the agreement.. I hope it gets solved or we will be in great trouble. I have took charge and have been giving ideas to my parents about what to do and what not to do. This ... http://notmyhome.blogsome.com/2006/04/28/mess-why-they-didnt-think-about-it-earlier/