Money will give me a flat and some more money which can I save for future. But is this good enough in a substitute of a house and the memories? Will it bring some more respect? Whateva it is I am really thankful.
I guess there is no solution to one problem. I know it wont get solved until I myself get a full time job. But studies are much more important right now, without which job will not even pay me something. I am so frustrated rite now. I mean this house was meant for sale just to solve problems but now more problems are evolving day after day.
I hope everything ends well. I know God is with me so no need to worry but then why this mind doesn’t understand?
I have learned a new word today ‘COMPROMISE’.. I hated it but…..
Ahh!! Finally the problem is over. Is it.. new problem have now occupied my sanity. What to do with the cash inflows? Where to outflow, where to invest? I don’t want to leave my neighboorhood rather locality. WIll I get a decent house on rent? Will my conditions improve? Ohh so many questions and yours truly clueless is clueless about it. When I resume to think about it, my mind gets numb.
Why? That was the question in the first post. Why I knew I have to leave the home? The answer is that we are a joint family which doesn’t live together but functions like a joint family. One house, one real owner and one extra owner i.e. my dad. The house has 50-50 share and input from both the ends. Now one day you gotta have to separate. Separate not to offend anyone but happily and mutually just because the times have changed and maybe priorities too. I didn’t wanted to do this and you know why but I had to! There was no choice. What the money I or my family(no-longer joint partnership in home) will get, will give me? Keep tuned in to know.
