NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!!

Life is treating me very well. I love the house, area and I enjoy peace. All thanks to God.

God is great. I have moved to my new house.. infact I should say mend my family, and we have by graqce of God started liking it too. I hope that we will have a nice and happy stay here and soon we weill buy our own house. May God give me strenght to be happy and make others happy. Thanks a millon God, thanks a million! Without you it wouldn’t have possible, without you we wouldn’t have been able to pass this tough time. And thanks for the camera too by which I was able to capture the space where I had a wonderful childhood and great memories, a space which now doesn’t exist. Now I can say WHAT IS IMPORTANT.. its not about the house, its all about the home.. the family that I love so much. Thanks again God, thanks again for everything

God is showing us path and in between he changes our route just to delay.. delay so we get better opportunities, so we can have things which are better for us in long run, so we can’t regret. Regretting is never an option, if it is then it should always be ignored because I know and I completely believe that whatever HE chooses for us is always for our own betterment and I have complete trust on my dear God. God has given us high hopes, HE has shown us a great way and HE will lead, HE will guide and only HE will sail us through this time. God we want your help. Thanks for everything that you have done and that you will doing You are very kind!!

.Have your ever seen a full stop before a sentence? My life had seen one. It seems that my life has ceased in one moment in past days. I mean we are living in the same house which is not ours anymore. We haven’t find the next house because we are afraid that if sell deed creates some problem then we would be in big trouble. Now I guess that time is about to get over and now its high time that me and my family comes out our comfort zone, think and prepare for the change.

Wish me luck and I know my dear God is always there with me. I am relying on somethings and I have full faith in God’s decision.

Last week was very low say rock bottom and same was I. The whole house finding problems, the comfort zone problems, health problems and many more genres of problems. Today was a great day. Thanks to God. He has shown me great path and alternatives. HE is great. I know HE is always there for me. Thanks dear God for taking burden off my chest. Now I can sleep and be happy.

I learned many new things today. It is like a new beginning.. a new ray of hope. I hope I can come upto everyone’s expectations and above all upto my own expectations.

Need your prayers

Cya

The place from where I am writing this post was my room. This was my home. Now this is NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!! It got sold 2 hours ago.

This house means alot to me.. it is not a house but frankly speaking a home or something more than that, maybe if there exists more intimate term. I have spent 20 precious years of life here. I was born and brought up in this house so it has lots and lots of memories attached to it. It is really hard to confront my unprocess emotions. Moments after the deal.. should I feel happy or should I be crying? It is really hard for me to accept the reality or maybe it has become comparatively easier because I am running away from what is real.. simply I am stuck in the midst of the reality whirlpool. I knew one day I have to leave this house.. Why? Will tell ya tomorrow!!