NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!!

God is great. I have moved to my new house.. infact I should say mend my family, and we have by graqce of God started liking it too. I hope that we will have a nice and happy stay here and soon we weill buy our own house. May God give me strenght to be happy and make others happy. Thanks a millon God, thanks a million! Without you it wouldn’t have possible, without you we wouldn’t have been able to pass this tough time. And thanks for the camera too by which I was able to capture the space where I had a wonderful childhood and great memories, a space which now doesn’t exist. Now I can say WHAT IS IMPORTANT.. its not about the house, its all about the home.. the family that I love so much. Thanks again God, thanks again for everything

Last week was very low say rock bottom and same was I. The whole house finding problems, the comfort zone problems, health problems and many more genres of problems. Today was a great day. Thanks to God. He has shown me great path and alternatives. HE is great. I know HE is always there for me. Thanks dear God for taking burden off my chest. Now I can sleep and be happy.

I learned many new things today. It is like a new beginning.. a new ray of hope. I hope I can come upto everyone’s expectations and above all upto my own expectations.

Need your prayers

Cya

I can’t bear all this anymore. I can’t see my parent’s sad eyes and expressions of helplessness. I just don’t want to leave this house… uff!! I slept and secretly cried the whole day, my dad was by my side, resting his hands on my back to make realize that everything is well and inshallah will be well too. Why do I still expect so much from them and add to their problems?! Time will heal for sure.

On side we all are very happy because this will bring many good things in our life but as the law of nature is, we also have to bid goodbye to some things and on the other hand tolerate some stupid stuff too. I can imagine the future but can’t see it fully. There are so many things to do and so less time.

Everyone’s prayers needed

Thanks and cya soon!

The place from where I am writing this post was my room. This was my home. Now this is NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!! It got sold 2 hours ago.

This house means alot to me.. it is not a house but frankly speaking a home or something more than that, maybe if there exists more intimate term. I have spent 20 precious years of life here. I was born and brought up in this house so it has lots and lots of memories attached to it. It is really hard to confront my unprocess emotions. Moments after the deal.. should I feel happy or should I be crying? It is really hard for me to accept the reality or maybe it has become comparatively easier because I am running away from what is real.. simply I am stuck in the midst of the reality whirlpool. I knew one day I have to leave this house.. Why? Will tell ya tomorrow!!