Last was kinda hard and I was more harsh as compared to the circumstances. No flats are available in the appartments where I wanted to shift. My parents want to rent a house because they aren’t used to living in small spaces but then it will make our monthly budgets higher about which I am highly concerned as we aren’t that financially well. On the top of it I have exams and I can’t prepare for that. My uncle has been so manipulative and selfish that I can’t even tell you but its okay.. time will tell everyone. I am really sad and feel myself helpless when I see my parents. One of my parents has gone into deep depression as this person have suffered so much in life and no love no soul to support him except God and the immediate family but can’t see it.
Now God everything is upto you. We trust you completely, please guide us. We desperately and urgently need your help. Every other talk is in between us which I won’t share here 
.Have your ever seen a full stop before a sentence? My life had seen one. It seems that my life has ceased in one moment in past days. I mean we are living in the same house which is not ours anymore. We haven’t find the next house because we are afraid that if sell deed creates some problem then we would be in big trouble. Now I guess that time is about to get over and now its high time that me and my family comes out our comfort zone, think and prepare for the change.
Wish me luck and I know my dear God is always there with me. I am relying on somethings and I have full faith in God’s decision.
The place from where I am writing this post was my room. This was my home. Now this is NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!! It got sold 2 hours ago.
This house means alot to me.. it is not a house but frankly speaking a home or something more than that, maybe if there exists more intimate term. I have spent 20 precious years of life here. I was born and brought up in this house so it has lots and lots of memories attached to it. It is really hard to confront my unprocess emotions. Moments after the deal.. should I feel happy or should I be crying? It is really hard for me to accept the reality or maybe it has become comparatively easier because I am running away from what is real.. simply I am stuck in the midst of the reality whirlpool. I knew one day I have to leave this house.. Why? Will tell ya tomorrow!!
