NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!!

Last was kinda hard and I was more harsh as compared to the circumstances. No flats are available in the appartments where I wanted to shift. My parents want to rent a house because they aren’t used to living in small spaces but then it will make our monthly budgets higher about which I am highly concerned as we aren’t that financially well. On the top of it I have exams and I can’t prepare for that. My uncle has been so manipulative and selfish that I can’t even tell you but its okay.. time will tell everyone. I am really sad and feel myself helpless when I see my parents. One of my parents has gone into deep depression as this person have suffered so much in life and no love no soul to support him except God and the immediate family but can’t see it.

Now God everything is upto you. We trust you completely, please guide us. We desperately and urgently need your help. Every other talk is in between us which I won’t share here

.Have your ever seen a full stop before a sentence? My life had seen one. It seems that my life has ceased in one moment in past days. I mean we are living in the same house which is not ours anymore. We haven’t find the next house because we are afraid that if sell deed creates some problem then we would be in big trouble. Now I guess that time is about to get over and now its high time that me and my family comes out our comfort zone, think and prepare for the change.

Wish me luck and I know my dear God is always there with me. I am relying on somethings and I have full faith in God’s decision.

Last week was very low say rock bottom and same was I. The whole house finding problems, the comfort zone problems, health problems and many more genres of problems. Today was a great day. Thanks to God. He has shown me great path and alternatives. HE is great. I know HE is always there for me. Thanks dear God for taking burden off my chest. Now I can sleep and be happy.

I learned many new things today. It is like a new beginning.. a new ray of hope. I hope I can come upto everyone’s expectations and above all upto my own expectations.

Need your prayers

Cya

Ahh!! Finally the problem is over. Is it.. new problem have now occupied my sanity. What to do with the cash inflows? Where to outflow, where to invest? I don’t want to leave my neighboorhood rather locality. WIll I get a decent house on rent? Will my conditions improve? Ohh so many questions and yours truly clueless is clueless about it. When I resume to think about it, my mind gets numb.

Why? That was the question in the first post. Why I knew I have to leave the home? The answer is that we are a joint family which doesn’t live together but functions like a joint family. One house, one real owner and one extra owner i.e. my dad. The house has 50-50 share and input from both the ends. Now one day you gotta have to separate. Separate not to offend anyone but happily and mutually just because the times have changed and maybe priorities too. I didn’t wanted to do this and you know why but I had to! There was no choice. What the money I or my family(no-longer joint partnership in home) will get, will give me? Keep tuned in to know.