NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!!

God is showing us path and in between he changes our route just to delay.. delay so we get better opportunities, so we can have things which are better for us in long run, so we can’t regret. Regretting is never an option, if it is then it should always be ignored because I know and I completely believe that whatever HE chooses for us is always for our own betterment and I have complete trust on my dear God. God has given us high hopes, HE has shown us a great way and HE will lead, HE will guide and only HE will sail us through this time. God we want your help. Thanks for everything that you have done and that you will doing You are very kind!!

Last was kinda hard and I was more harsh as compared to the circumstances. No flats are available in the appartments where I wanted to shift. My parents want to rent a house because they aren’t used to living in small spaces but then it will make our monthly budgets higher about which I am highly concerned as we aren’t that financially well. On the top of it I have exams and I can’t prepare for that. My uncle has been so manipulative and selfish that I can’t even tell you but its okay.. time will tell everyone. I am really sad and feel myself helpless when I see my parents. One of my parents has gone into deep depression as this person have suffered so much in life and no love no soul to support him except God and the immediate family but can’t see it.

Now God everything is upto you. We trust you completely, please guide us. We desperately and urgently need your help. Every other talk is in between us which I won’t share here