Really tensed? Couldn’t sleep? Couldn’t eat? Couldn’t even think? A major problem has arrived about the agreement.. I hope it gets solved or we will be in great trouble. I have took charge and have been giving ideas to my parents about what to do and what not to do. This is the first time that I have realized that now I am a 20 years old adult. Lets see what eventually happens. Will tell you the answer of Why question stated in the previous post in next post because I am in no position to think and write such things at this moment of mess.
April 28, 2006
Mess.. why they didn’t think about it earlier?
April 27, 2006
12:10 - an end or a new beginning?
The place from where I am writing this post was my room. This was my home. Now this is NOT MY HOUSE.. anymore!! It got sold 2 hours ago.
This house means alot to me.. it is not a house but frankly speaking a home or something more than that, maybe if there exists more intimate term. I have spent 20 precious years of life here. I was born and brought up in this house so it has lots and lots of memories attached to it. It is really hard to confront my unprocess emotions. Moments after the deal.. should I feel happy or should I be crying? It is really hard for me to accept the reality or maybe it has become comparatively easier because I am running away from what is real.. simply I am stuck in the midst of the reality whirlpool. I knew one day I have to leave this house.. Why? Will tell ya tomorrow!!